I'm quite happy with my life, thank you. I don't know what I want to change in the next 21 days. Except maybe my nefarious tendency to procrastinate. I feel so overwhelmed sometimes I don't know where to begin so I end up doing nothing and putting off the little I could have achieved. *sigh*
The only thing in my life so far that I've been able to sustain is my baby-driven-weight-loss. 14.5kg down 9.2kg more to go. And that's because of the life-changing pay-off in the end. Plus I want to keep healthy, so my PCOS doesn't 'do me in' for the rest of my life.
Speaking of babies, I've never had any double lines on any ttc test I've ever taken, until three days ago. My opk came back with two lines. I know I wasn't crazy, because I used two different tests from two separate manufacturers with different sensitivities. The second line was fainter than the control line. Although according to the test instructions if you get a fainter line than the control, there has not been an LH spike. At this point I'm also having some doubts because my calculated ovulation date falls on the 4th of June.
I repeated the same test the following day, also with the two different strips and they came back negative. I'm not exactly sure if I ovulated, but it is more probable that, scientifically speaking, if two separate tests came back positive, I did. We did bd the following day, with the help of some egg whites (slippery bastard!).
So that's that for now. Even if I don't get preggy this month I'm still VERY HAPPY that I am ovulating and all my efforts at weight loss are paying off. As long as I'm ovulating getting a bfp is only a matter of time. Dh will be travelling for about 2 months. As soon as he gets back, we'll start bd'ing again. And hope something happens within 6 months so I don't have to see the specialist again.